hello..its sat 2.35 pm...wendy is coming my hse anytime and i gotta go wit her to so you think you can sing... i dun wanna go... T___T" hate this manz...feel like crying... T.T" ARHZZZ!!!!

[friday]

i was moody the whole day so sorry to any1 if i pissed you off, i wasnt myself... yea...

felt so hopeless, like no will to carry on... no future no hope... like everything is thrown into a drain... felt so sad...then surprisingly some1 im not really close wit, rozann, asked me how m i? m i ok? is everything ok? like that...i felt so touched and surprised...she gav me a hug :) love her manz... anyway,after sch oso i went wit hilda val and amira go window shopping...this is me and hilda pic:

i was like, seriously alot happier after sch... i hate these moodswings manz...fuckz -.- grrrh! ...anyway, then after go window shopping i folo valerie to boonlay den i go buy chendol and go home again -.- den after tat got chendol addiction and night time oso go out buy chendol and library, since it was open... borrow 3 books : The Gospel Of Judas, Bad Girls, and Spin ... im reading te gospel of judas nw hahaha....sianz...canot get past the 1st 5 pages -.- grrrrh! -.- haizz.........den go ntuc wit my ma and buy lotz of things... i was like, finding logical explainations to counter her saying about having a ability to percive things like that...she says that its a gift from god, and was giving all sorts of analogies, like a bug can see a light in 1000 ways, while human onli see in 1 way. so shes like the bug, and im the human, den i down there saying but humans can kill bugs. another 1 is that iml ike the blind man crossing a traffic light... when its red i canot see, but she can... im seriously confused manz...... grrrrh -.- angry angry ANGRYYY... T__T" so sad our band (me valerie hilda elizgoh isma) still nid a bassist or keyboardist...GRRRRRRH!!!!!!!